hello people(:

I've officially moved to http://thebeautifulpast.wordpress.com

:D relink please!(:

you're the light of my life.
you're the meaning of my life.
you're the direction in my life.
you're the love of my life.

but these you have yet realised.

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i'm still sick. :(

why can't i sign in to smu vista #(*&@!(#*&@#(* super irritated now lah. grr.

I'm feeling so tired and so sick. :( doc gave me 4 types of medication, and was talking about the drug allergies I have. very nice school doc that we have! :D free consultation & medication some more. haha.

I need a better life.

I'm trying to brainstorm for ideas!! for creative thinking homework :| haha. This is tough lah. this mod should be 1 full credit unit!! not just 1/2 :( haha.

Let's look at the list of work I have to do:

1) Intro Stats: must prepare for class by reading the slides!
2) Mgmt Comm: write a memo by Friday, 5th Sept
3) AS: finished the work alr!! but not sure whether my answers are correct. shall compare answers soon :D
4) CT: creative journal (the one i'm working on now!!)
5) LTB: brainstorm on an idea for our CSP project!! gotta think along the lines of culture and the arts. :|
6) Biz Law: readings for next week & group assignment qn3!

Miscellaneous:
1) buy laptop skin & perhaps laptop cover for myself & for joyce!
2) prepare for OCIP interview!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TO NEPAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
3) prepare for some networking session which is on thursday lah.
4) remind myself not to skip ccas! :| haha.
5) buy assessment book for my student!! for final revision for EOY exam!!
6) I'm taking MFE, FA, TWC, BGS next sem!! need to think of one more mod to bid for.. :D

i foresee a very busy semester ahead. :} can't wait for the excitement to start!!!! better be able to cope with the workload. :)

when will this come to an end?

It shall be a happy weekend ahead!! hopefully i get to finish ALL MY HOMEWORK before sch starts again on monday! :( I'm so unhappy with my timetable. shall learn from my mistakes so that I won't plan for such nonsense timetable next sem!!

Anyway, here I am sharing one of the videos I took during fireworks festival last week! (:


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mesmerized by you.

swinging. ;|

you leave me clueless.

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lessons at 830am tomorrow.. can't believe it.

can't wait for friday to come. i need a good sleep and a good mugging session, finally.

packed weekend & following week. oh well.

Libellés : rants

anyway, this is a reminder for myself coz i really cannot remember the CCAs i signed up for. i must take them down now!!

Handball, mahjong club (LOL), investment club, squash (hmm.. it's at YCK. damn far), SMUX, broadcast&entertainment, TriTouch (signed up coz simin asked me to lol), strategica (SETTLERS!!!!), photog! i'm intending to try volleyball too!! but that's provided there's recre. coz i know quite a few AJ vballers are continuing their 7th year of vball trainings in smu :| oh well. haha

I think i'll keep handball, mahjong, investment in the end!! see how :D haha.

HANDBALL IS COOL!(:

anyway, i finally got to know theperson lah!! the person who knows my frens but didn't know me beforehand. HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA

DAMN CUTE.

got super BORED reading chap3 of Principles of Business Law in Singapore.

THAT EXPLAINS WHY I'M NOT TAKING LAW, definitely.

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whywhywhy!!!! bf tell me why. HAHA. -faints- this is a weird occurence!

somehow i feel the dependence.

i don't know why.

hope all these are happening for a good cause.

finally done with all the miscellaneous stuff before the official start of sch!

ftb run3 was the bestest camp ever lah :D my last camp was quite good too!(: good food, damn slack :D haha nice people too!(: people whom i'm going to work with closely for the 4 years.. :D

prof suggested that i shud go for 2 overseas exchange programmes. so i guess i will!(: see how it goes! :D

i really loved ftb run3!(: people are really nice! and i've found many people studying biz&econs too!(: so they'll be my study buddies too!(: but kinyip's my current study buddy for 2 mods! haha quite cool lah. and i dont know who my classmates r for my 3 others mods :( haha hope to see familiar faces during seminars!

i'm so tired.

sch's starting in 2 days' time and i'm so unprepared.

8.5 more hours to go before I go for my next camp! FTB RUN 3! :D

I shall be enthu about it huh! :| But I'm really sian and tired. :| somehow I'm looking forward to it, but I'd love it if the reporting time were to be pushed back, and if we would break camp earlier. haha :D nvm!(:

Olympics is so cool so far! (:

i heart you no more.

Wonder if I'll ever see you again..

or does it even matter?

080808 olympics :D

I'm sick of camps. :|

My tag replies to:

victim: hello back! so sorry I didn't turn up for the gathering that day! :| had camp!

wilson: LOL THANKS FOR UR WARM WELCOME!

fioNEH!: i lub you! *shyzzzzz* anyway fridays are my free days (so far)! lets hope i'll haf the determination to spend my only free day in nanhua!

marmee: hey marmee! :D hope you're enjoying sch & hope you'll stop falling asleeep during lects! :D and yes thanks for missing me! hahaha lets meet up sooN! (: i'll confirm w u again if i'm going ibiza!

des: wanyi maam neber chiong onezz!!

vic: yes yes i'm in ns!! you didn't know meh!!

deannie: LOL AT LEAST I FOUND OUT HOW TO PLAY THE GAME IN THE END!!!!!!!!! should get some recognition & praise for that lorr!

JeR': hello! which JeR are you?>!?!?!?! thankss anyway! i'll love smu manymany when sch starts!!!(: Anyway, 2 out of 3 bids were successful! (: haha so means I have 4 mods this sem. But i'm bidding for one more (management comms) with the Elitist, so yea.. HAHA. :D cheapo us!

I'm back from Bondue and Oikos! :D

Bondue was really wild, and Oikos was really good! ^^, nice people!!

I miss Bondue ppl alrr!!!

And I finally got my laptop lah. ^^ can configure all the stuff alr. But i don't really know how to. -_- CIT!

I am waiting for results of my bidding! ;) bid together w that Raffles Elitist. Let's hope we'll both get the mods we bid for!!

I still weep when I think of you

approximately 15more hrs before i report for Bondue 08!

and it'll be CAMPS all the way. :D looking forward to them actually! just that i'm 100% sure i'll be freaking tired :( AND I CANNOT WATCH THE LAST EPISODE OF BEACHBALL BABES tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :( sadness. shall record it. :D

i've been so bored at home! woke up at 11am :D pig huh. but don't care. :D

thanks ai dong gua for buying army fbt & singlet for me! :D haha hopefully it's really as chio as i think it is!(: haha if not i'll just kill you!!!!!

life's meaningless when you have no goals in mind, and no plans ahead.

the stock market's lousy. singaporeans need to invest more and more daringly, or else SGX will never be exciting. -_-

	Through the Desert On a Man With No Ears
	A man was in a bad accident and was injured. But the only permanent damage he suffered was the loss of both ears, which made him very self-conscious. However, he received a large sum of money from his insurance company. It was always his dream to own his own business, so he went out and purchased a small, but expanding computer firm. But he realized that he had no business knowledge at all, so he decided that he would have to hire someone to run the business. He picked out three top candidates, and interviewed each of them. The last question of the interview was always the same. "Do you notice anything unusual about me?" he asked the first candidate. "Yes. You have no ears." He quickly eliminated the first candidate. "Do you notice anything unusual about me?" he asked the second candidate. "Yes. You have no ears." He quickly eliminated the second candidate. "Do you notice anything unusual about me?" he asked the third candidate. "Yes. You're wearing contacts." Thinking he had found the man for the job he said, "That's correct. How did you know?" "You can't wear glasses if you don't have any freakin' ears."

from: http://jokes.comedycentral.com/joke_of_day.aspx?adjustDate=10&id=7195

My faci XANDER LEONG JIA WEI praised me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

x.an ๏ to have fun says:
give them a call lor
bang table bang chair
they sure hurry up wan
wanyi. hearttoheart says:
haha dowan lah. a bit paiseh
HEHE.
okay lah i shud hor! i dunno! hahaha :D nvm. see how tml!(:
x.an ๏ to have fun says:
u oso will paiseh wan meh
haha
wanyi. hearttoheart says:
hahaha
EH WHAT.
WHAT.
WHAT.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HOW DARE YOU. HAHA.
x.an ๏ to have fun says:
haha
wad i meant was u're so daring and brave
it's impossible for you to be all flustered and shy in such a situation
rightt
haha
wanyi. hearttoheart says:
OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HAHAHAHHA
okay! i'm so PRAISED by you!


SEE! I'M SO DARING AND BRAVE LOL. :D my faci is so smart and sharp to have realised that! LOLL.

going Johor tomorrow! to eat! HAHA sounds damn stupid, but yea it has been a long time since i've gone there! so i'm going there to eat ;D and then give tuition in the evening. :)

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you seem so foreign to me now.

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Libellés : bored, imy

It's really painful when REALITY hits you.

It's supposedly a special day. It should have been a really special day today, but. hmm.

twentyeight july is not supposed to have any meaning for me anymore.

I've always thought that you'd be the person I'd meet if I am ever about to die. But I've already met you, which is already more than enough.
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I'll pray for those who are upset, who are hurt, because of any loved ones who left them.

Kaiyan and xing zong, even though i don't know you two well, we've been from the same alma matar, and you two have been my juniors. I'll pray for your family members and loved ones. Rest in peace.

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Live life to its fullest! No regrets. Dare to try, don't ever be afraid.

It's 28th July today.

I feel so saddened by what neh just told me about her friends, and a blog which i chanced upon just now regarding the blog owner's bf passing away during NS training.

Cherish your life and loved ones!

I lost you, but at least you're still around. I should be glad that I still get to see you.

Shan't ask for more.

I'm happy! close friends know why. :D

I shall blog this moment down, and remind myself that today was the happiest day of my life in the past 1yr7mths11days :D

Thanks for meeting! You may not know how important you are in my life, but it's okay. It's good enough that I know. :D Nobody's ever going to take your place, and yea I really hope to see you again soon!

^^,

ilovemyexboyfriend.

I felt super useless during today's sandcastle building session. :( My palms hurt like nobody's business :( Cheng En, Sam, Adeline, Peiquan, vanessa also felt the same way lah. so basically we did things really very slowly today. :( And we left early, so no pics of the finished castle! haha.

I'm BURNT. My face's red!! haha.

I cannot really type properly now, but yea I'm not giving tuition tonight, so I should just relax at the computer & go sleep early :D 2 days down, 2 more to go. roar.

Anyway, we all went for the SMU OCS talk today! There's something really cool :D SMU Passport to the corporate world!!!!!!! :D

This is THE ULTIMATE BGS!

We all nearly wanted to get ourselves BG boyfriends for these 3 days 'coz the work's really too tough! :(

My palms are peeling & swollen due to the constant digging & piling of sand @ castle beach ):

IT'S SUPER PAINFUL!!!!!!!!!! :(

And we're only done with the foundation (REALLY COOL BASE which is 1.52m or something). It's almost the same height as me already. =

We're going to build the actual sandcastle tomorrow & on friday!!!!!!! Very excited, but I'll not be around in the afternoon due to OCS talk mah. :\ And I'll not be around on friday afternoon as well 'coz I'm going for Econs pre-camp dinner & stuff, then perhaps meeting Kenneth? hmm super long time since i've mentioned his name. wow.

But yea, no high expectations, esp since I've kena pangseh-ed a million and one times -cough- Still hoping to meet him though.

I'M REALLY TIRED.

OFF TO BED! NIGHTS!.

SMU'S GYM IS REALLY COOL! :D I don't know if it's just me who is sua gu or what! But yea, there's a TV screen for treadmills, cycling, & those 'stepping' machines!!!!!! The picture shown below is to help me narrate it better. HAHA.

I'm totally amazed! And they have ALL TYPES of machines, like REALLY ALL TYPES. it's so amazing lahhhh :D I was there for only 1hr+ and I totally enjoyed it ^^, Everything's NEW somemore! And there's this 'Rowing' machine, which even allows people to play some fishing game on the screen!!!!!!!! zomg lah.

Anyway, more pics! My sister's Commencement 2008! (: and NHNPCC TOs, HOs & CIs dinner!


Family portrait!!!
TOs happened to be standing!
From left, top row: Mr Chew, Mr Tay, Mrs Lee, FIONEH?!?!?!!
From left, bottom row: LettsA!!, babyshine!, 0+7! , me, AddWin, maam tingting!, stellalala, jieheng, jipeng, jiahao.

:D That's all!

bee, siangning & marmee sharing a really big cup of mango+carrot drink @ fish&co!

EVERYONE without me! haha. okay, that's onli 8 out of 25 people!

the people who went for class outing!

from left: wanyi (me), marmee (super funny face! look at the eyes!!), siangning (our class leader!!), bee (LOL @ her eyes!!), willy (zomg super long tongue), dean, short j loh, kai, jwoo!! :D

@ fish & co!

from top: siangning, marmee! followed by dean, jloh, kai! ;D

ECP outing with 25/06 & with Project SOS people! (: It's just a training session! so the sandcastles weren't THAT beautiful. But we'll be improving on the designs later & i'll post nicer pics by tonight! =p the rest of the pics r w my faci, so i'll upload them again another day!

One of the group's sandcastles!

Group 6 aka my group's SANDCASTLE!!

Some sandcastles. I don't know whose!

OUR SANDCASTLE AGAIN!!!!! pretty right!

We met, we talked online, we lost contact.

Then, we met again, started talking online, and eventually lost contact again.

Then, once again, we met, started talking face-to-face, kept in touch.

You said you replanted this seed, which then grew into a really beautiful plant w the prettiest flower in the universe, and you promised you'd never neglect this flower again.

But you still abandoned it in the end.

It's still alive but almost withering, and it's desperately waiting for you to save it. Not anyone else but you.

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Ich liebe dich fur immer sounds really familiar, but way too far from my reach. You've been a very important part of my life since we met, and you know that deep down inside nobody else can take your place.

You're not perfect, you're not the best partner in the universe, but definitely someone who really gave me happiness, sparking joy, comfort, assurance, hope & faith. I've always looked forward to seeing your smile on each passing day, feeling the warmth of each hug, hearing your soothing voice & spending every moment of my life with you. You've been the sunshine in my life, the one I really thought I'd spend the rest of my life w/.

You're the one who really knows me inside out, and the one who can be my best friend & my partner.Despite knowing that this is really tough & our character conflict each other's, I still truly wish to be back tgt w/ you one day, happily ever after.

I really miss your smile, and miss the times. Even if it's purely self-denial, I still want to trust you for saying that I'll never be replaced no matter what, and that we will still keep in contact. :]

These 1yr7months didn't seem to do anything to lessen the pain or allow the feelings to fade.

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I'd love to see you.

Looks like I'm going to frequent ECP lots in this 2 weeks!

July
19 & 20: sandcastle building practice session
23-25: sandcastle building for finale!
26: finale! ;D

lots of stuff to be looking forward to! :D that's life, in SMU ^^,

It's tough, I give up.
I feel like crying

Wished there weren't scams from NKF and other charitable organisations. It'd really make life easier for good volunteers helping out at good VWOs.

Anyway, I broke the record for seeing tickets (at my side, Bedok lah). Everyone says I shud just do marketing. HAHA. :D I think so too, but I don't really like it =x haha One more full-day on wednesday! Hope it's either at Tampines or Marine Parade. Whichever place has more sales, I'll definitely go :D haha 5mins, 5 tix from 5 different people ;D

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YOU SHOULD JUST QUIT AND BE A FORTUNE TELLER, like seriously. :) I'm so gonna ignore this.

MADNESS LAH!

Let's just say I'm feeling extraordinarily happy for a reason only God and I know. :)

And let's just say I'm going to find out more about why I'm feeling this way.

And I know I can't contain this excitement & joy anymore!!!!!

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i'm having a teeny weeny crush on you!

I guess I really enjoyed myself yday, but not so much as the beach. Probably that's not as meaningful as what I learnt in the evening (;

This leaves me with another 'adventure' for me to actually find out more about Him, and hopefully I'll understand the Bible better & why I've not been able to convince myself to go church despite believing in the religion. (:

Thanks my beloved di for bringing me over to church yday night! :D nice performance, lots of stuff to think about. I did spend some time thinking before I fell asleep like a pig HAHA. :) thanks!: )

anyway some sentosa pics to upload (must kope from vic & the "TO") when i manage to kope them :D haha

OH. AND AMK SUBWAY quality was damn good yesterday! It's the first time I've eaten SUCH HIGH QUALITY SUBWAY SANDWICH!!!!!!!!! a pity the cookie wasn't as nice as usual. :( haha
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suddenly i feel as though i've found what i've been trying to find for so long. i'm not sure about it, but let's hope its true. (:

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this happiness is something which i've not experienced in a really long time. :}

just came back from Project SOS team building games! :D quite cool. was in grp 6!! very lucky coz the facis are damn nice! ;D and the grp is cool too! ;) at least they're all v frenly ppl! (: new frens, cool ideas. :D

i'm still thinking if i shud go for the vball training this sunday. but weiting's not free to go w me. loooks like i reli must go alone! HAHA. ;D

looking forward to learning how to make the giant sandcastles @ ECP! ;D if you guys go ECP, go find me! :^

thinking of whether to go for a.sixteen outing tomorrow. HAHA. quite shag today.. mebbe it depends on whether im too tired to go tomorrow (: but i wanna play b vball!

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bloodyhell, why no karma. i want him to suffer like how i did. #(*@! shall be more patient w it. someday somehow. BOTH OF THEM. irritating. #!@#

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PROJECT SOS! :D 4hrs down, 76 more to go! haha :D

1st December 1989
SMU!
previously from:
AJC, NHHS, ZHPS
looking forward to uni life! (:
& looking for people going to the same course as me!

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