dimanche, décembre 17 ' 11:45
it's the first time i feel that everything is so surreal;
for the first time in 16.5months i have no more expectations of you,
because we're not even pig and owner.
at least it doesnt feel so anymore.
yes, i'm sad, but somehow i feel good at the same time.
because i know it's the start of a new beginning,
and you'll still be by my side, as a friend, as someone whom i still love a lot.
it feels good having you as my friend! (:
less jealousy, less possessiveness (in fact minimal, or none at all) since i no longer have any right to feel that way.
life's really unpredictable; we chose the path and what you told me was - try it and you'll know what happens. so i took the dare and we began our journey, and we ended it after a series of exciting events, be it happy or sad ones. haha well, but i've seen many other sides of you, and the 16.5months have been really nice =) hah! i'm looking forward to eternity with you, as a friend i guess. (:
♥ let's go somewhere only you & i know.
