vendredi, avril 11 ' 23:15
Sometimes I feel so much like stopping time and taking a really good break that I deserve. But I can't, because life's so fast-paced & time doesn't permit me to. :|
I'm used to my life- wake up at 6.40am every morning, wash up, take mummy's car to the bus stop & wait for 5-10mins for bus 966, report to work, LUNCH (THATS THE ONLY THING EVERYONE LOOKS FORWARD TO), NOT FORGETTING 5.18PM(TIME OF RELEASE FROM WORK)> :D Next, on Tuesdays, Wednesdays & Thursdays, I have to rush back home for tuition. ); tiring, but at least my extremely packed schedule keeps my mind off things. ;)
I saw this really cute little kid in the bus today, and he was like playing peek-a-boo with me. I wasn't in the mood, so I just kept smiling at him (: sweeeet.
I've received my pwetty VISA :D but I still want the UOB MINI card! roarz. Joyce said she'll help me submit the form, 'cause the bank personnel from Bukit Panjang UOB Branch told me that they stopped giving UOB MINI cards ): It's really SMALL & STYLISH :D I like it! must earn more money so that I have money to spend :D haha
Went back to NanHua today, and I saw 3 AJC-ians (the current J1 batch, just graduated from NanHua last year). I felt so super envious of them, because I really miss AJC. I don't know why, I just feel so affiliated to the school. I miss the school compound, I miss the track, I miss the container classroom, I miss the teachers, I miss my classmates & schoolmates (even those hi-bye ones), I miss my coach & my CCA mates, I miss the food (i know everyone just keeps complaining about the food there but when you are so used to eating all those stuff everyday, you just miss it when you don't get to eat it anymore), I miss everything about AJC. I even miss the terrible fall I had the other time, because it was an awful experience which taught me to stop reaching school 1min/less than 1min before morning assembly. haha :D I still remember how badly I cried on the 1st day of my fall because it hurt too much for me to attend lessons properly. And to think that I missed the Economics tutorial class because of my fall, and my whole intention of attending school was because I wanted to go for that tutorial. -.- super sad lah. I couldn't stop crying :\ and it was nearing prelims, so I was so worried I couldn't write properly! ): luckily it got much better after 3 weeks. =)
I will never forget all the memories in AJC! (: Wished I cherished every single moment though. I didn't. I still remember vividly how upset I was when i left NJ for AJ. But come to think of it, I had the best of both worlds. (: got to know people from both NJ & AJ, and I did enjoy my PAE & JAE. :D haha I love my life! ^^v
I'm very thankful for this path I've walked in life thus far. The rest will be left for my prayers before I sleep. (:
I miss
you, and I know that it's not going to work out anyway. So I don't know what I'm waiting for. HAHA. But it's okay, at least I feel comfortable at this level (stagnant).
However, I can't wait to see the HAPPY ENDING (wanyi's definition of 'HAPPY ENDING' must be very different from yours). I can't wait to laugh at you when you cry. Sorry for being evil, but I don't see how you deserve a BETTER ending. (:
♥ let's go somewhere only you & i know.
