vendredi, juillet 18 ' 00:18
We met, we talked online, we lost contact.
Then, we met again, started talking online, and eventually lost contact again.
Then, once again, we met, started talking face-to-face, kept in touch.
You said you replanted this seed, which then grew into a really beautiful plant w the prettiest flower in the universe, and you promised you'd never neglect this flower again.
But you still abandoned it in the end.
It's still alive but almost withering, and it's desperately waiting for you to save it. Not anyone else but you.
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Ich liebe dich fur immer sounds really familiar, but way too far from my reach. You've been a very important part of my life since we met, and you know that deep down inside nobody else can take your place.
You're not perfect, you're not the best partner in the universe, but definitely someone who really gave me happiness, sparking joy, comfort, assurance, hope & faith. I've always looked forward to seeing your smile on each passing day, feeling the warmth of each hug, hearing your soothing voice & spending every moment of my life with you. You've been the sunshine in my life, the one I really thought I'd spend the rest of my life w/.
You're the one who really knows me inside out, and the one who can be my best friend & my partner.Despite knowing that this is really tough & our character conflict each other's, I still truly wish to be back tgt w/ you one day, happily ever after.
I really miss your smile, and miss the times. Even if it's purely self-denial, I still want to trust you for saying that I'll never be replaced no matter what, and that we will still keep in contact. :]
These 1yr7months didn't seem to do anything to lessen the pain or allow the feelings to fade.
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I'd love to see you.
♥ let's go somewhere only you & i know.
