mardi, décembre 19 ' 00:06
OH AND IT FEELS SO DIFFERENT, playing houseofthedead4 without you ard. coz i was protecting the person i was playing wif, OH MY GOODNESS. hahahaha someone who failed marksman protecting someone who... HAHAHAHA. goes for pistol lessons WOOOTS. fine, my sister just cant shoot. lol or is it there was a problem wif the gun. oh yea probably (:
feels really weird playing daytona instead of watching ppl play.. feels weird. feels weird..
there are many things that i hafta learn to be independent. i guess i relied too much on you afterall.. just that i didnt realise. hmm I NEED TO GET USED TO EVERYTHING! AND WTH, ITS NOT EASY. OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH MANNNNNNNN IM GONNA DIE ):
im dying, yes i am. im blogging and saying that im dying, but this time its because ur not ard. ur not gonna be ard for me anymore.. and nth's gonna change the decision we made.. unless. rarrrh im not gonna think abt it ): i dont know! ):
its gonna be another wetting-bed-night. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
♥ let's go somewhere only you & i know.