lundi, juin 16 ' 17:49
It has been long since I've seen the weak side of me. Very long since I've felt this empty, this lost, this lonely.
I've not bothered to ask since then; I knew it would be a futile attempt, as usual. Yet, it doesn't mean that I'm ignorant of what's going on. I'm just tired of trying.
I wished you would understand me, and would give me a new meaning to the life I'm living now. I wish you would add that spice to my life, so that it'll be colourful once again.
I don't know if that's the happiness that I'm really yearning for, but I know I've lost it since the day. The day you made
the decision.
You'll never understand how it's like to be in this situation for this period of time; you'll never understand how it's like to lose your loved one, because once you lose it, you get a new one. It's just like changing clothes. You claim that you still want it, so you decide not to throw it away. However, deep down inside, you're sick of the old shirt & you can't wait to get rid of it. When you decide to get rid of it, you replace it with a new one immediately. You don't feel the pain, not at all. And for some funny reason, I'm the old shirt that who (that) has been rid off, instead of it being the other way round. To you, I'm numb, I have no feelings. Even if I do, it is one of a millionth of the least possible significance to you.
That's why I'm non-existent.
You've taken it for granted.
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The heart's dead & it'll never be back anymore.
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Cherish it, or else you never know when it's gone. Don't lose contact with your loved ones and friends, or you won't ever know what's going to happen the next second.
Perhaps it's not just losing contact, but losing him or her.
♥ let's go somewhere only you & i know.
