♥ the stars seem so bright tonight.- /}

jeudi, juin 26 ' 15:37

Nostalgic moments as I stepped into my primary school once again.
It has been 6.5yrs since I've graduated from primary school. 7 years ago, I was preparing for my PSLE. I only have vague memories of the sufferings; I enjoyed myself in pri school most of the time & I really liked my classmates back then.

6 years ago, I felt so upset that I was the only one from my primary school who went to NHHS. But it didn't take long before I got used to the place & started to like it (mainly not the school but the people & my squadmates).

5 years ago, I was suffering from some kind of depression & I had to go for counselling. Terrible experience but indeed valuable.

4 years ago, I was much more hardworking & studious than before as I was in a rather competitive class. I enjoyed NPCC so much during that period of time, and it seemed like my best achievement, together w my academic ranking in class (only) lol.

3 years ago, I was blinded and thought it was like a fairytale which could last forever. It was the year when I enjoyed myself the most out of the 4 years in sec sch, and I really understood what happiness is all about back then. O level was really manageable because of the person who gave me constant encouragement :)

2 years ago, I got into a JC which I thought I wouldn't like at all, and the fairytale gradually became a nightmare. The only good thing about the year is that I really enjoyed JC life, and I got to know much more about myself.

1 year ago, I thought I let go, and was actively involved in all kinds of activities in school (CCA) such that I didn't have any time to think of stuff. That was also the year which I was granted freedom somehow, & the time when I made even more friends.

Half a year ago, I still thought I let go, but I knew I had yet done so, and hence I continued to drown myself in work & gatherings such that I'd not bother anymore.

2 weeks ago, I finally decided to lighten my workload & relax till school reopens. Realised that there was no longer a need for me to hold on to something that I've lost so long ago.. sounds too easy to let go, but I'll try.

I'm happy w my life right now; trying my best to educate & take care of the kids in sch, playing shares (makes me excited & anxious), spending lots of time @ home w my mum.

I've walked a long way.

♥ let's go somewhere only you & i know.