mardi, janvier 30 ' 20:08
i realised the happiness that i get now is really different from what i used to get. somehow i feel happy because i'm free & i enjoy being loved by my family & my close friends. i feel happy & satisfied each time training ends, because i know i pushed myself. i feel happy when lessons end, because i know that i've endured one day of tough work & at least i didnt waste my time in school. =) unlike the past.. i guess i didnt get the chance to enjoy all these. but it's happiness in another form.. and it cannot really be compared. -shrugs- i guess i've kinda lost touch of that sort of happiness anyway. haha
its a slack week! monday's training was not tough.. today's pe was bullshit lah. i think i didnt even sweat a bit >.< went to see doctor.. he said its a bad injury wahaha. sth wrong with the muscles. i guess it'll get better soon :D just need to go back and see him twice a week or sth :D should get better =))
i pms-ed less today. haha :D and i reached home so early today.. so its sth to be happy about :D gonna reach home late tomorrow >.< but who cares! haha and its TURFCITY training tomorrow! :D woots. i want long d long d! :D
and there's xcountry this fri. =) and its 3.5km! not 2.5 anymore! :D yayness. ^^ but doubt i'll get anything lah. top5. what crap. >.< school no moneyy to invest in xcountry -.- okay i guess they're being smart not to waste moneyy :D got better things to invest in :D
lots of tests & all coming up.. >.< chem spa next week.. rarrhness. well. ENDURANCE! ;D
DETERMINATION; it brings you everywhere.
& i will hang in there.
♥ let's go somewhere only you & i know.
